Embrace Your Dreams

Awesomeness

2010-09-24T09:23:00.001-07:00

3 words. Birth By Sleep.

I wanna...

2010-04-29T22:13:00.001-07:00

watch Ironman 2 so badly....

Is this a test?

2010-04-28T23:48:00.000-07:00

Hey.

These past two days has been insane.

Firstly, I went for some job interview that turned out to be MLM, or NM (Multilevel Marketing, Network Marketing) Well, I am actually very very interested to go for this... But then many MANY people advised me against it... Lets weigh the advantages and disadvantages here.

If I take the job, I would probably be really really rich if I put effort into it. even getting a car for free. I mean, the incentive is crazily tempting. But right now, my ambitions aren't too high. I just want a surplus of cash from my usual pocket money, but Im not looking for an abundance. But if I take this job, supporting a family in the future will be a breeze... Just something to add, I had a dream last night. I dreamt that I was married to this certain someone. I dont remember being extremely rich, but having a child of my own was bliss... And the strange thing was, this person was totally unexpected. Like I have never, ever considered this person before. Perhaps I did when I first knew her, but the feeling disappeared quickly. Now, its gone again, but I can still remember how I felt in my dream... Maybe its my inner feelings... OK, NEVERMIND.

Well, now, im still thinking about getting some extra cash, and God is on my side. I might finally be getting a source of income that is legal and yet not time-consuming at all. And its not the MLM. I have finally decided against it.

Coz the disadvantages would be that I will be drawn away from my friends I have with me right now. I will lose friendships, and relationships, all for the sake of money. I dont think I want that....

And another thing I am really excited about. Abby invited me to her church! And I finally have a day off to go! And she'll be singing!!! I cant wait for the day to come now! AHHH! Hahah! ABBY! I'LL ALWAYS BE YOUR FAN! HAHAHAHA!!! Thats what friends are for I guess :)

Thanks to Alvin and Amy, I cheered up considerably on the way home yesterday, but I'm afraid of something now. Some info leaked, which I think wasnt supposed to be leaked...

God help me please...

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"Philip, quickly decide!"
"I want the green one!"
I grabbed the toothbrush I wanted so desperately, but my Mum didn't want to hand it over.
"Philip, this is yellow, this one is green!"
She handed me the other toothbrush, the one I didn't like.
"I want that one! I want GREEN!" I shouted in exasperation.
"Philip! I think you might be colour-blind!" My Mum gasped.
"Your great grandfather had it too!"
"What's colour-blind?" I asked, a knot of fear in the pits of my stomach.
Am I blind? Is there something wrong with me? Am I about to perish? But I'm still so young! I don't wanna die yet! There are still so many things to experience!
All these thoughts raced in my mind.
Worry gnawed at me.

"Don't worry, theres nothing to fear!" My Mum consoled me.
"It just means that you cannot distinguish between colours well, thats all."

I felt relief, but at the same time, I felt inferior.
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Random Thoughts, Childhood Memories...

2010-04-26T23:47:00.000-07:00

Did you ever have this feeling?

You stare at the face of someone you know really well, it's a very familiar face. But suddenly, after staring for like nearly a minute, the face starts to become unfamiliar! then you start wondering "Why is this person's face suddenly so alien?"

Or am I just the only one experiencing this???

Hmmmm.....
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"I am one of the fastest in my class Daddy! In school, during recess, I managed to beat Alvin and Syazni today! I think I can win you too!"

My Dad just laughs at me. "Philip, there is no way you can be faster than me."

"I wanna try! One race, just one race! Please!!!" I retorted

Dad just smiles at me exasperatedly. "Philip, believe me."

"Just one race? One only!"

"Okay, lets make this quick" Dad sighed.
"From here until that log, alright?"

My heart starts beating at an accelerated pace. "Okay." I replied.

"Ready, Go!"

My Dad and I took off at full speed.

I wasn't used to running on the sandy beach, but I was giving it my all. I glanced to the side. I could not believe my eyes! My Dad was actually on par with me! And even worse, he didn't even look like he was running at his top speed! He smiled at me, and then started to overtake me. I became desperate, and tried to increase my speed. But I was at my limit. My Dad flashed on ahead of me.

"Again! I was just getting warmed up!" I cried.

My Dad, looking quite out of breath, just said " Philip, you are only 6! How are you going to win an adult? But keep this up, and by the time you have grown up a bit more, you can win me!"

In my heart, I knew that he was right. But I didn't like the sensation of losing. "Next time we come to the beach, let's race again okay?" I asked.

"Alright, but by then, you would probably win me" my Dad replied smilingly, albeit out of breath.
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Im Back!!!!!!

2010-04-25T19:24:00.000-07:00

Hey all!

This blog has been dead for a really long while coz I had no mood to blog, and also no time. I plan to remedy this coz, well its good to write. Hmmmm, I've been thinking for a really long while, and have decided to start this off with an update of my life. Well, everything has been really wild lately. WILD. Really. New web, loads of events, and a really promising future! Ahaha, can't wait, I just can't wait!

for now, I want:

-Webcam
-A checkered scarf
-More time!

And loads of other stuff, but lazy to type it down.

I'll keep this alive! Even if no one reads! Haha! :)

Lets just leave this empty k?

2010-03-21T18:25:00.000-07:00

I wont lie anymore.

My true, unadulterated feelings will be posted up here, inevitably going to end up as a piece of cyber-trash.

It hurts.

So badly.

But....

God is good.

I guess.... it was never meant to be. In the end, someone else won. Not that I fought much... but... it still hurts.

However, it didnt hurt as much as I thought it would. Maybe coz I was already expecting it and I could sense it from the very start. There were many signs too, but I stupidly ignored them. I am such an idiot.

Still...

Firstly, I have to thank my wonderful friends who care so much for me.

-Abigail Tan
She listened and gave really good advice :) even though she was so busy and stuff, she still listened :)

-Priscilla Lim
She listened, and she tried to help. Although she freaked out in the end and didnt want to help anymore, I understand how she feels. And I thank her for even listening :)

-George Wong Jun Wei
Awesome awesome dude. He made me feel ALOT better just talking to him. although he didnt give any advice, just talking to him and relieving my burden made me feel tons better, Thank you so much!

Last but not least,
-Amy Tan
I JUST started talking to her yesterday only. And she entered at such a timely period of my life. She kept me busy for alot of yesterday night by chatting with me, and it really took my mind off things. And although we were like talking for the first time, I felt like I could trust her. So I told her my problems. And she was really good about it. In return, she also showed AMAZING trust in me by telling me many secrets about her life. And, all I want to say is that, she can trust me. I'll keep anyone's secrets safe... yes, even that someone's.

Thank you so much God. This really shows me how much you care about me. At the worst point of my life, many unexpected blessings came in. A new phone, wonderful friends who showed me that they weren't just fairweather friends, a promise of LOTS of cash, and many other things.

Alright. I shall end this post here then. I might be able to post lots more too, coz work is soooo boring. It still hurts, but the hurt has been numbed down to a bare minimum, thanks to a miracle of God. :)

Quote of the post:
"Maybe part of loving is learning to let go."-The Wonder Years.

A wonderful day... With a wonderful person :)

2010-02-12T09:15:00.000-08:00

Hey :)

I just had the most awesome day ever :) And I spent it with a wonderful person :) I just want to express my gratitude to this person, for loving me, spending time with me and treating me like I'm really special to her :) Thank you so very much!!! :)

Philip :)

2010-02-06T08:57:00.001-08:00

51 Days. A bartender is sitting behind the bar on a typical day, when the door bursts open and in came four exuberant blondes. They came up the to the bar, ordered five bottles of champagne and ten glasses of beer. The bartender took their order and the four blondes went to a large round table. The four blondes started toasting and chanting,"51 days! 51 days! 51 days!" Soon, three more blondes arrived, took their cup and the chanting grows.

Two more blondes showed up and soon their voices are joined in raising the roof. "51 days! 51 days! 51 days!" Finally, the tenth blonde comes in with a picture under her arm. She walks over to the table, sets the picture in the middle and the table erupts. Up jumps the others, as the began dancing around the table, exchanging high-fives, all the while chanting "51 days! 51 days! 51 days!"

The bartender can't contain his curiosity any longer, so he walks over to the table. There in the center is a beautifully framed child's puzzle of the Cookie Monster. When the frenzy dies down a little bit, the bartender asks one of the blondes,"What's all the chanting and celebration about?" The blonde who brought the picture pipes in,"Everyone thinks that blondes are dumb so they make fun of us. So,we decided to set the record straight. Ten of us got together, bought that puzzle and put it together... The side of the box said 2-4 years, but we put it together in 51 days!"

-zq

The TRUE impact of songs.

2010-01-24T20:23:00.000-08:00

It keeps me going. My daily necessity. Without it, I'll just be an empty shadow of myself. What is this much needed requisite? I'll give you 3 guesses.

Nope.

Guess again.

Yupp, you guessed it!

Know what it is? MUSIC.

In times of trepidation, it calms the soul. In times of tedium, it rouses the atmosphere. In times of grief, it expresses the sorrow in someone's heart. In times of happiness, it intensifies joy.
It can become a topic of common interest between friends. It can be used to communicate with people. It is an awesome way to sing praises to the Lord. Music can be used to serenade to that special someone. In times of anger, it can be a channel to vent frustration. Music is a universally accepted method to express love.But I'm just ranting here.

Ever get this feeling? For this period of time, your stuck on this certain song, and at the same time, you keep meeting or talking to this certain person. Your mind will then instinctively label this person with that particular song. Years later, when you happen to hear that song again, the image of that person will just appear in your mind unexpectedly. It happens to me all the time.

Soooooo, anyone who's even reading this previously self-declared dead part of cyberspace, and is curious to know which song I have labelled you as, don't hesitate to ask me k? :) (Provided you even know who I am, of course)

Oh, and, I've been thinking, the reason why I haven't been posting my life here is coz I don't think anyone is reading, and I'm wayyy to lazy to try to remember every single little detail that happened to me, so, I'll only start to post up my unamusing life story if someone requests for it.

And I need a job. Part time. 3 times a week is all I can offer from my already overfilled schedule though. I think no one will hire me. I'll just have to pray then.

Mr. Feel Lip Zhua We Heng Ah.

The world is changing.

2010-01-18T21:18:00.000-08:00

Hello everybody.

Welcome to the Daily BITS(Best In The, errrr...errr, Singapore), the NUMBER ONE, news-providing company in the world.

Today, we have on the show tonight, a series of non-stop activities lined up for everyone!

Firstly, we have on, the American Idol auditions!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8b73-K-TmAQ (cant embed, but its Atlanta Auditions Part 1)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Tuw9TV2JB0 (this is Part 2)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FOqPxccgyFs (Part 3)

Continue the Part 3 from here

Sadly, I can't find the rest of the parts... Anyone know where to find them, please leave a note at the box at the side. Thank you.

And I'm just saying, but,

This guy is good!

Thank you all for listening to this broadcast of the Daily BITS

God Bless.

(Sorry, was extremely bored, but hey, at least I got the chance to watch Idol!)

The meaning of being obsolete.

2010-01-13T19:51:00.000-08:00

Obsolete. The only word I can use to call this blog right now. Wait. I can think of many more, but I'm going off topic here. Nah, who cares, this is my blog, theres no such things as a 'topic' here. This blog is for people to know about what happened in my life right? Or am I wrong? Nevermind, I'm just talking to myself here. A very dangerous behaviour that might be indicating that a person is slowly losing it. Of course I'm not, but... I'll let people be the judges of that :)

Ok, what have I been up to these few days? Oh, the web that I've been working on is finally out! Go visit it at cloudsofpraise.sg! The site is still in its early stages, but of course, it'll get better and better as time passes :)

I'm like typing all this in the tutorial room right now, which is boring me half to death, so thats why I have time to be like blogging... And I dont know how often I'll be blogging, so.... coz I dont think many people read it, so I don't feel an urge to write hahaha.

I'll end with a quote from P.D that I like alot:
"A true friendship is one that has gone through strain, and is able to withstand it" (Sorry, I'm sorta translating from chinese, so it's not that easy for me..)

Themes...

2009-11-13T09:09:00.000-08:00

Yo all. Do you ever stop and think about how your lives revolves around themes? Ummmm, it might be just me being weird here la, but I for one feel that my life goes effortlessly from theme to theme. OK, don't understand? I'll TRY to explain. There are many "themes" in life, big ones, small ones. Maybe theme is not such a good word, ummmm, phases?? Yeah, so for example, one of the BIG themes in my life right now is GOD, Clouds and maybe school. I think(For the last one only XD). The small theme in my life right now would probably be "suicide".
Nooo, I don't intend to kill myself. Its just a theme. like I keep meeting this concept called suicide. I don't know, maybe it's because of Persona 3 together with Russian Roulette by Rihanna, Mad World by Adam Lambert and during sharing I heard about some suicide. Which struck me quite hard, so right now the theme of my life is "suicide". But like I already said, "theme" is not such a good word, hmmmm any suggestions people?
AAAAnyways, on to what happened today. Went to Zq's house in the morning, then went to AMK. There met Veronica and Dominic, and the 2 latter mentioned and I went to Dhouby Ghaut to meet Cheryl, Daphne, Abby, Adelia and George. Priscilla was there too, but only for awhile :) So, it's Cheryl's birthday! And we went to catch "My girlfriend is an agent". SUPER FUNNY. I RECOMMEND. Oh, and I personally feel that Korean sounds more rough than Japanese, although I may be biased. Hope I don't offend anyone. After the movie had dinner, then went to centre for budding group. reached home 12 plus. now is like 1? I'm sooo tired.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL!!!(I think it's considered belated alreadyXP)

"Is YWHW your Lord??"-P.D

Countdown to Christmas :)

2009-11-11T23:38:00.000-08:00

Hey all. I know, the blog HAS been pretty dead, yeah. Wonder if anyone still comes here anymore? hmmm. KK NEVERMIND.
On to the new stuff!!
I decided to change the skin to something more suited to the season(OKAY. I know Singapore doesn't HAVE seasons.) and I thought: "Hey Philip, christmas is coming up!"
"Really?" I replied.
"Look, its like a month more to christmas." I snapped back.
Woah, looks like someone got out of the wrong side of bed today.
"Ok. I'll give the blog a christmassy theme then!" I declared.

I gritted my teeth, played with the CSS script, searched the net, numerous times, I must add, and churned out this blog. Remember the "GAMES" section? I decided to take it away. Its really quite useless. I updated the "ANIME" section, and I have BIG plans for it >:)
Oh, and I also added a "WORDS", which is actually a dictionary.

Ok, I'll make this post short. WAIT.
I learnt a new phrase today. "Cogito, ergo sum" which means: "I think, therefore I am" which is aimed at people who are wondering whether they exist but they wondering is proof in and of itself that they exist, because there is still an "I" doing the wondering. Interesting eh? Hahaa.

"Cogito, ergo sum" - René Descartes

Holidays? BEEEEEZY!!!!!!!!

2009-09-07T14:00:00.000-07:00

This few weeks have been quite hectic.Let me put it into a point form (makes everything so much easier to do!)

-Exams!!!
.Yes, the dreaded exams are here!! Ehhh wait, there're gone! WOOTS~!
The exams were considered to be easy, as i might have a marginal chance of a pass, but thats only because I studied for only a few hours on each subject (Yes I know, I'm ashamed of myself)

-Holidays!!!
.*Hollywood 21st century theme song plays*
Finally. What everyone was waiting for has finally arrived. THE HOLIDAYS!!!
Wait. This is where this category can be split even further.
   -Clouds
    .Now that its holidays, I will be helping out with the church stuff more like the translation of bible verses.
   -ANIME!!
    .For those who are interested to know. Finished Soul Eater (51 episodes of epicness). Now watching         Bleach (Its in a VERY interesting filler right now), Full Metal Alchemist (somehow this show is always a         very nice mixture of being cool, touching and funny at the same time), 07 Ghost (MC recommended this.        Not bad actually), and lastly, Element Hunters (still not too sure what this show is about yet).
   -PSP
    .ZQ lent me his PSP, and am now currently playing Dissidia. Oh, and Soul Eater.Nothing much to say         about this except that Dissidia is awesome.
   -Blogging
    .Okay, I will try to blog more. Theres always stuff to blog about, but the famous saying goes "The flesh is      willing but the spirit is weak" :D

Ok, I'll end the list there. Back to boring ol' paragraphing. I'm currently typing this at my grandparents house (I know its 3 in the morning, but hey, it's the holidays! :) ) Was typing out some homework for Uncle Bernard, and face book wasn't working like it was supposed to, so I started blogging. Oh wait. Let me recount my week. Let's start with last week. Exams ended on wed, so before that was mugging. Thurs was purely a rest day. Went back to PHS on fri afternoon and met 3 teachers. Ms Choi Pei Ling, Mr Tan Lip Sing and Mrs Janice Lim. Ms Choi was complaining about my hair, Mr Tan was saying my hair looks like "pai kia" and assumed that I went to ITE and Mrs Lim was really nice. Had budding group in the evening, and I was in charge of games. I wonder how I did? Sat was joyful faith, so had to reach centre at 9. Woke up late and reached at 1 plus instead. SORRY!!!! Sat was by far the most tiring day. Oh, and besides playing the keyboard, I have to sing as well. IN CHINESE. Do I really sing that well or is it a lack of testosterone in the music right now? Hahaha. Sun was also really long. Left house at 7 plus to go to St Anthony's, then went to the centre. There, I got alot of secondhand clothes (a jacket from Uncle Desmond [bringing my total jacket count to 7], and 4 shirts from Uncle Bernard [I now come in 3 different flavours, Banana, Bluberry and Plum :)] Thank You!) Stayed there till like 6 plus, then made my way down to YCK and met ZQ, Crystal and Shuang Ling. Wasn't really expectign to see SL though. And then stayed at the void deck table for a pretty long time and saw Darryl Ang come by. Then we went to Jalan Kayu. Had prata for dinner, and the best thing of all was that dinner was on Crystal. THANKS CRYSTAL!!!!!( hope you find your spectacle frame!) After dinner, Zq brought us to Jon's house. At first Jon didn't recognise me cause my hair was too long (The exact words were *AHEM[pardon any vulgarities]* "Huh, thats Philip? *turns to me* Eh, the last time I saw you you had short hair right? Wah, now your hair cheebye long sia." Am I really that unrecognisable?) Jon was at home recuprating at home from a recent fight (his ear was split in half by a knife), and he regaled us about stories of his life recently. He's a really funny guy, had me laughing nearly the whole time. Then Crystal made us take a cab to AMK(she paid for it), and I went to Bishan and me and Zq chatted till around 11 plus, then I made my way home. Yesterday (seeing thats its now 4 something), I went out with my bro, my grandfather and my cousin Mark to have a mini celebration of my grandfather's birthday at novena square. Then I stayed over at my grandfather's house (should I use past tense? I'm still here). Well I pretty much caught up to the present.

Now, for my plans for this week.(somehow I feel that this post is really very long.) Today going to celebrate my grandfather's birthday at some restaurant during dinner. Oh wait, incidentally, it's Veronica's birthday today too. Happy Birthday! Tomorrow, i'm free (I hope?). On thurs, I'll be going out with Steph, Sze ,LF ,Yi Hui and MC. I have a feeling its gonna be like "so where we going? Havent decide" sort of thing :). On Fri, Its gonna be Abby's band performance, and its also Abby's birthday at the same time, so I'll be going to RP to cheer them on. Go Deliverance! :D. Sat will be cloud's family day, gonna have karaokae or something. And Sunday is the usual Sunday gathering. From there on, my future is foggy, cause I have no more plans after that. Ahahahaha!!

I hope I haven't left out anything. Well. I'll be ending this post here then. See ya all!!!

"The flesh is willing but the spirit is weak"-Xeo

Bleach Fade to Black Release date

2009-08-31T18:44:00.000-07:00

Hey all! I just found the official release date for Bleach Fade to Black dvd. The OFFICIAL realease date is 30 of september, so subs should be out like in a week after that. The proof is here. Man. Still a long way...

Wooo. Exams coming again.

2009-08-18T06:37:00.000-07:00

It has been sooooooo long since my last post. Why? Coz i was lazy. Hahahah. Alot has happened since my last post (which was what, 3-4 weeks ago??), like I got myself a new sleeveless jacket, which is really cool. Except that its white. Sooo, its really easy to dirty it. Still, its good!! :):):) Ummm what else happened?? Oh yeah, like the title says, my exams are coming!!! Anyone wants to go study together? :) Annnnnnd, i started watching a rather old anime series. Full Metal Alchemist. Really cool show, and whats more, its from Square Enix, which makes it cooler. I started playing Kingdom Hearts 1. Weird right? I played Kingdom Hearts Chain of Memories and Kingdom Hearts 2, but I haven't played the one that started it all.

Oh yeah!!! This happened to me like 2 days ago. E fyc uh dra fyo pylg vnus dra lahdna rambehk dra cbaleym lremtnah, yht drah E naylrat Truipo Kryid. Drec fusyh lysa fymgehk du cusafrana hayn sa. Cra muugat 19-28? Cra fyc jano bnaddo, mega eh y jano lmycco cund uv fyo. Drah dra dnyeh lysa. E fyc naytehk "Rynno Buddan yht dra Kupmad uv Vena", yht E fyc mayhehk uh dra buma eh dra settma uv dra snd. Cra fyc yd dra ceta uv dra tuun frana baubma lyh mayh uh. Yvdan naytehk vun y frema, E rybbahat du muug ib. Cra fyc muugehk yd sa, yht drah cusaruf uin aoac sad. Huf, E fuimt iciymmo muug yfyo essateydamo, dra cro bancuh dryd E ys, pid vun cusa naycuh, fa fana muugehk ehdu aylr udran'c aoac vun mega 10 20 caluhtc. E drah muugat yfyo, so vyla dinhehk nat. E cdynat tadansehatmo yd so puug, pid E fych'd naytehk. Drah dra dnyeh naylrat Unlrynt, drah cra mavd dra dnyeh. Ryewww. Pid drec meddma cduno tuach'd aht rana. Dra dnyeh fyc yd unlrynt vun yh iciymmo muhk desa, cu e duug dra lryhla du caa ev E luimt caa ran vun y mycd desa. Cu E muugat yd dra aclymydun, drah E cyf ran kuehk ib dra aclymydun. Cra fyc pahtehk tufh yht muugehk yd sa!!! E kud ymm aspynnycat yht muugat yfyo... E drehg E ryja y lnicr uh y cdnyhkan... Ceyh.

Hmmmm, no i did not just go into a crazy trance and start spouting rubbish. The thing is coded. Just to make it a little more fun :) I can't think of anything else to say, im so tired... And MC just told me about a 4h dinner, 31st august. haizzz.

See ya all then.

"Even if the morrow is barren of promises, nothing shall forestall my return." -Genesis Rhapsodos

Why must there be a title??? I can't think of any now...

2009-08-02T17:48:00.000-07:00

Whew. This week had its highlights and lowlights. I would post everything here, but my memory is a bit hazy now and I am struggling to recall everything that happened this week.
Ok, lets start with Tuesday. Ummmm, I went back to school on tuesday!!! Woww. I had a PD presentation, and I gotta do another one tomorrow. Formal wear. HAIZZZ. Ohhhh, and I went to city harvest church for some chinese taiwanese pastor's speech or something. It was the first time I ever went to one of city harvest's services. I must say that the experience is vastly different from the usual masses. Their services sorta reminds me of a live concert. Thats free. Meanwhile, our catholic masses are alot more traditional, and they are alot less fast-paced, with the whole experience more on being quiet than being noisy. Somehow, I prefer the masses, although they are alot more boring compared to the city harvest services. Weird right?? Hahahaa.
Then came Wednesday. Lecture day. Nothing much happened on that day except that I watched Bleach. Cool new filler arc. Oh, and I did a presentation for the communication skills. Final presentation that requires formal wear. I screwed it up :(
Thursday came and went. Managed to catch up on the workshop piece.
I attended budding group on friday, and my mum followed!! And my sis said that she would tag along this friday :) Hahahaaa.
On saturday, i didn't have to give tuition, so I wennt to meet Zq. Woah. Long time since I last met him. Then he brought along this Kingdom Hearts Artwork book, and it was really cool. Im gonna follow him and start learning how to sketch. Hahaha. Maybe Priscilla can help me? Hmmmmm. Roxas is co cool, and the fact that Jesse Mccartney voices him makes him even cooler!!!
Then there was a Clouds meeting in the evening. Some of us decided to leave Clouds and commit to the choir, and that was a really sad meeting. I didn't feel much (Im still quite new to them) but the sight of everyone either crying or on the verge made my heart feel really horrible. I can't describe the feeling. Im feeling it right now as I am typing. Ok, on to Sunday.
I went to city harvest's 20th anniversary. We had VIP seats, courtesy of Uncle Bernard's connections. I still find it weird that people there call him Pastor Bernard. Hahahaa. The seats were on the ground floor, but I think I would have preferred to sit in the stands. Oh, the thing was held at the singapore indoor stadium, and it was packed. We left after the first service. When I reached home, I saw my bro playing "Plants vs Zombies" That game was in my laptop for a while now, but I didn't touch it, so I decided to play. Sadly, I got addicted to the game. Its really fun and cute and funny? Hahahaa. And now, Im supposed to discuss about the computer programming project. Guess what?! Im blogging instead. Oops.
This morning, when I left my house, and I just crossed the road till i was opposite my condominium, I heard a crash behind me. I saw this guy sprawled on the floor. I think he was groaning in pain. He was on a motorbike, but the bike was on the floor. When I think back, I can still picture it. The weird thing is that I don't remember seeing him waring his helmet. And I didn't see any blood. My first impulse was to rush over to help him and to call 911 at the same time. The thing is, 911 wouldn't have worked. The number is 995 I think? I was already late for class, but then I saw the guards outside rushing to his aid, so I decided to continue on my way. Too many cooks spoil the broth I say. Wonder what happened to that man?

I wanna do so many things right now. The sad thing is, theres no time to do everything. I wanna learn sketching, and to call the man to tune my piano so that I can continue practicing, and also to play PvsZ, and also to watch Harry Potter, and to find someone to lend me the third book of Harry Potter, and to remember to find the Half Blood prince for Abby, and to play kingdom hearts, and to watch this anime movie I just downloaded called "Paprika", and to watch Ice age 3, and to download songs. And loads of other things.

I'll make a to-do list that I predict is gonna be useless.

****TO-DO****

1.Call the piano man to tune my piano.
2.Bring the Half Blood Prince for Abby.
3.Get myself a new pencil and pen. Stationary in general.
4.Download some new songs:*Hush Hush-PCD
*New Divide-Linkin Park
*Closer-NeYo
*No Boundries-Adam Lambert
*My class graduation song, gotta ask MC for the title.
5.Return my library book.
6.Buy new jeans. Preferably black. And I mean REALLY BLACK.
7.Get a new shirt. Short sleeved. Black?? Hmmmm...
8.New belt? Debatable.
9.Get that chessboard-patterned wristband. If I can find one.
10.Super powerful wax/gel.
11.Buy a black sleeveless jacket. Not easy to find...
12.I'm gonna need more cash...
13.Remember to read this list again in the near future.
14.Anymore??
15.Hmmmmm....
16.Oh yeah!! Dress formally for tomorrow!! And prepare the slides!!! This should be at the top of this list. HAIZZ!!!

I recently read this quote again. I like it alot. " A scattered memory that is like a far-off dream. A far-off dream that is like a scattered memory. I want to line the pieces up, yours and mine." It doesn't make much sense at first, but one needs to know the context. Then everything becomes crystal clear.

I recently downloaded Windows Live Messenger Plus. Its kinda useless.

Quote of the post: Cheer up!!

Bye. Philip Chua.

Eclipses, Illnesses and keys...

2009-07-26T20:23:00.001-07:00

Hello people, its monday again!! The last week was really horrible for me. I got sick on tuesday!! Sooo, on that day, i went to the polyclinic, and they made me wear a mask. It was a first for me. And a last. Hahaha. The mask was practically making it impossible for me to breathe!! I went there with only a cough, but came back with a fever and a running nose... Oh, and a 1 week MC as well. Sounds great right? Well, let me tell you, its not. All the time at home was mostly spent in the bed, because my muscles were all aching, and I was so cold that I was practically living in my blanket!! (Well, I was cold because I was running a fever I guess??) Well, my MC is not over yet, though, and I still have this irritating cough and runny nose, which is really making me fed up... Oh, and thanks to everyone who prayed for me!!! :)

On wednesday was an event that only happened once every 500 years. A solar eclipse!!! Firebenders lose their bending!!! (ohhh, avatar madness... My sis was also sick with me, and I had to watch the whole series of avatar again last week. Sokka rocks!!) Well, the eclipse happened in china, and channel U was showing them running across china to see the world turn dark then light again. Kinda lame actually. I wanted to see the real thing. Oh well then. Lucky china.

Guess what?? I'm now obsessed over kingdom hearts again!! All because I was wondering why Ventus looked so much like Roxas. Apparently, the reason is not out yet. Will probably be out in 'Kingdom Hearts- Birth By Sleep' for the psp. Can't wait!! So now, I'll probably just play Kingdom Hearts 2 again then :)

I'll stop here for now. To lazy to go on typing. Bye.

"AIRBENDING SLICE!!!!"- Sokka.

Hmmmm, This is becoming weekly...

2009-07-19T18:56:00.000-07:00

Guess where I am now?? Hahaah, computer programming of course!!! This is becoming routine. I fear the worst..... Hahahaah, just joking!!! Sooo, I was wondering about how I should expand this blog, but something surprising happened!!! Nothing came to mind!!! Now, thats scary.
Well, the past week was quite cool. I picked up alot of "old" games to play as well, like Need For Speed Most Wanted, along with Persona 4. Hey, those 2 games rock!!
School started again as well! Sadly, there are more projects this term, and I have to help my group!!! T.T.
Yesterday I had a family gathering, so I had to miss the Sunday sharing at Hong Kong Street. Still, the family gathering was kinda fun, and the food was quite good as well. We went to Singapore Chinese Swimming Club to eat at a restaurant there. Note that the word chinese is in bold. This is because a Singapore Swimming Club also exists, and the only thing thats is different between the two is the lack of the word chinese... So, inevitably, we went to the latter, so we were at the wrong place at first. Surprisingly, when we reached the rendevous point, we were considered early!! Amazing.
Then I just finished my personal development blog in like 30 mins. If you are really interested to see last minute work, click here. That was just now. Oh, and people, give me suggestions for expanding this blog!! I think I'll try what Lun Fei told me before, some live blog tv or something?
Hmmmmm.....

Welllssssss, See Ya people!!!
(Oh, I wanna watch Harry Potter or Ice Age 3. Anyone??)

School, again....

2009-07-12T17:50:00.000-07:00

So, school has started again. After what could have been said as a month long holiday (the holiday was supposed to be 2 weeks), going back to school is a total drag... Anyone have an idea wen the next holidays start? I heard it was going to be a 2 month long holiday!! Can't wait! Anyways, I have a feeling this is going to be a long post as right now I'm in class with nothing to do, so I'll just be typing mindlessly over here. It was a long time since my last post because I was just too busy. Too busy relaxing, of course :) Oh, and I recently just opened up my piano again, because I'm trying to learn this song called "Here To Stay". Its a relatively easy song, but I'm sorta stuck. Which is kinda sad coz I wanted to master the song in a day. Oh well, nothing I can do about that.(Note to self, remember to call the piano guy to tune the piano)

My family had a barbeque cum steamboat yesterday!! Guess who was invited??!! NO ONE!!! That is so dumb! Who eats bbq by themselves?! The food is horrible, and theres no one to talk to. I have always felt that having a bbq means talking to friends and nothing more.Still, it was our dinner, so there was nothing I could do about that.

I want a new phone! Those flip types that is so cool. The way you can open the phone can make one look infinitely cooler! HAHAHAHA!!!!! Too bad I don't have the cash right now. Even if I have the $$, I would by myself a new headset first. I'm kinda out of date with mainstream music right now. Or maybe I would buy a PS3. Final Fantasy XIII, XIII versus, Kingdom Hearts 3, Spiderman 3, Devil May Cry 4, Soul Caliber 4, AND, hopefully Final Fantasy VII Remake(fingers crossed) if Square ever decides to make it.

Hey, the teacher left the class! Wonder where he went? Heh, who cares. I'm too busy typing over here. School ends at 12 today! Monday is the BEST!!! HAHAHAAH!!! Now I just wanna go home. Maybe I'll be going to help out at the centre later. If I'm up to it. Hmmmmmm...........

O.K, I'll end this endless narrative here, and hey, Congratulations if you made it this far into the post. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOO ALL THE PEOPLE I DON'T KNOW WHO HAS A BIRTHDAY TODAY!!! (Man, I gotta get some sleep. Is that strawberry I smell???)

P.S: since school has started, be prepared to see more posts incoming!!

Philip Out!!!

Shinigami Cup --GOLDEN!!!

2009-07-02T06:53:00.000-07:00

Shinigami Cup Golden, but not for all episodes. From www.youtube.com :)

Hello again!!!

2009-06-22T05:35:00.000-07:00

Its been so long since the last post. Last week was SOOO eventful, like the 4H class chalet, from monday to wednesday, then there was also a movie outing with the Clouds people on friday(the show was Dance Subaru, its really good, highly recommended!!), and on friday was also MC's birthday, so we (stephen,lunfei,yihui,szehoeand mingchuen and me) went to eat steamboat at bugis, and i had to miss budding group because of that... And of course, yesterday was father's day, another very long day...
OK! Lets start with the chalet! So it was on monday, and I had originally planned to meet Samuel at about 5 to go to the chalet together, but I needed to bathe first, yet there was a major obstacle. My house had no water! Why, one might ask. Well the answer is because there was this minor renovation in my house on that day, and there was no water for the whole afternoon. When the water was back up, i quickly bathed and met Sam at the bus stop. Although initially we wanted to take a bus down to downtown east, we changed our minds and took the mrt instead. It was about 8 when we reached the chalet, and the BBQ was nearly over. Quite alot of people turned up, and on the first night we went bowling. I didnt sleep on the first night. The second day we went bowling, and alot of time was spent eating, especially lunch, where we ate at Just Acia, some asian restaurant with free flow of drinks and ice cream. Haha, I ate alot of root beer float:) The second I couldnt sleep as well, as i was sleeping with yihui, and i wasnt very comfortable sleeping with girls.( Well, not only girls, guys as well...) The last day I went to ZQ's house to borrow his psp to play bleach. Oh, and i slept when I reached home haha :)
On thursday, I went over to the centre at clarke quay and had a rehearsal for the father's day performance ( In which I was acting as the "Boss" and the "Father". More on that later).
On friday, i went out with adelia, the 2 cheryls (tan and goh), and veronica. We went to watch "Dance Subaru!!". Its a really great japanese show about dancing (mainly ballet, but I like to watch a very talented protagonist) and how the main character Subaru (its a name, not a brand of a car) climbed up in the intricate world of ballet :)
After the movie, I met yihui at bishan, and stephen and lunfei soon came after. We bought a hello kitty balloon for MC (I feel sorry for him)and stephen had to carry the balloon all the way to bugis (its the sort of slightly metallic balloon which is floating... Poor stephen, haha). When we reached Bugis, we went to search out for the cheapest steamboat dinner, and we soon found 1 that costs $16 per person (still very expensive I feel) and then went to meet szehoe at the mrt. Mingchuen said that he was coming late, so we started before him (its his birthday but we start eating before him.. kinda weird?But he really came very late) The dinner was quite good, up till the point when stephen decided to cook some tanghoon and the tanghoon burnt. The smell was like incense, not very appetising.after the meal, we sang mc a happy birthday and presented him with a small slice of cake with a candle on it. Oh, and mingchuen is 17 not 1.(note to self, szehoe $4 50, steamboat $12) I reached home at about 11 exactly.
I rested on saturday. Oh and I had steamboat for dinner again on sat -.-
On Sunday I woke up early to go to blessed sacrament church and attended mass there. From there brian brought me to the centre. So it was father's day and I had to perform 2 roles, one of a bullying "Boss" and another of a role model "Father". I felt I performed rather poorly. Oh well, whats done is done. After the centre thing, I went to my uncle's house at ghim moe, and it was brian who sent me there.Thx Brian :)
At my uncle's house, we had high tea, and later my family went off to trading hub to eat dinner. I was left at the house because the car could not accomodate too many people( my grandparents were also following) so I slept at my uncle's house for awhile. Oh, and my baby cousin paul is really cute. And we celebrated my cousin mark's birthday at my uncle's house as well. He's 4, I think? I took a cab with my uncle, aunt and baby cousin to trading hub as well, and we ate noodles fo dinner. It was really spicy. After dinner we went home to sleep.
Today(or was it yesterday now? its past 12), my parents went off to indonesia, and would only be coming back on thursday. Woooo. But I still have to study, of course. Exams are coming. So I shall end this really long post here. I'm tired. I need sleep... Bleach rox. NIGHT!!!

Hols are coming!!!

2009-06-09T19:05:00.002-07:00

Marina Barrage is a really nice place. If im ever homeless in the future, I think I would like to stay there :) So, why am I talking about marina barrage? The Clouds of Praise people had a picnic there last Sunday, and i tagged along. Although it was really hot that day, the breeze was quite cooling, thus making the place quite enjoyable. Anyways, that wasnt the only thing interesting this week, coz on monday, my cousins came over to my house to swim with my aunt. Eh, well, we WERE supposed to go swim at jurong east swimming complex (the one with alot of slides) but apparently, all swimming complexes are closed on mondays. SAD!! So now im in my lecture hall blogging with an extremely poor internet reception, and im supposed to study for a maths test right now... Well, wish me luck!! :) Oh, and one more thing. HOLIDAYS ARE COMING!!! Hahah, only 2 more days to go! Anyone wants to go catch a movie next week? :) (except on the 15th-17th and the 19th)

Quote of the post: Embrace your dreams! If you wanna be a hero you'll have to embrace your dreams. -Zack

LOVELESS

2009-06-09T19:05:00.000-07:00

    Prologue: "When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end
                   The goddess descends from the sky
                   Wings of light and dark spread afar
                   She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting."

    Act I: "Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
                We seek it thus, and take to the sky
                Ripples form on the water's surface
                The wandering soul knows no rest."

    Act II: "There is no hate, only joy
                 For you are beloved by the goddess
                 Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds.

                  Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
                 Pride is lost
                 Wings stripped away, the end is nigh."

    Act III: "My friend, do you fly away now?
                  To a world that abhors you and I?
                  All that awaits you is a somber morrow
                  No matter where the winds may blow.

                   My friend, your desire
                  Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess.

                   Even if the morrow is barren of promises
                  Nothing shall forestall my return."

2009-06-06T08:24:00.000-07:00

Today was a very slow day. Mainly because I dont have lessons today, so I spent nearly the whole day watching bleach. Only up till ep 42, haha. Well, I would have continued watching until ZQ and Wei Yank suddenly turned up at my house. It wasnt that i didnt know, but more like I totally forgot :P. Anyways, they came to record a video of them playing "To Zanarkand" from FFX, the same song as the video I posted before earlier, but this time its SUPPOSED to be improved. The thing is that although the tempo HAS improved, the visuals were not so good. Partly because they decided to wear masks, which in my opinion could give some unwitting viewer (oh, I'm uploading this on youtube btw) a serious heart attack :) Hahahah, im being serious here :). Oh, and for those who play soul caliber 3, I created characters from FFVII and bleach, and the one who most resembles their real counterpart would be Zack from FFVII:) Well, any comments on this would be greatly appreciated :)

"So.. Today's presentation!"

2009-06-05T02:03:00.000-07:00

So today was the presentation for the communication skills for my class, and i was REALLY nervous (and extremely cold as well. The school should really save on their electricity bills!), probably because I didnt really prepare for the whole thing. The presentation was about giving a speech to a panel of judges for a scholarship, and everyone has to dress really formal and all that.. The thing was that I was wearing jeans, which, apparently, was not considered formal?? Hahaha, well, luckily for me, the teacher decided to overlook that and i got up to the front of the class. All eyes were staring at me. I wasnt really ready as i was still struggling to get on my tie. The atmosphere was really tense. I started my speech, but I felt that my voice was really shaky. It was until I got to the part about what is so good about yourself that I really got the whole class laughing like crazy for some reason. Well, all I said was that i was a very punctual person :) At the end of my speech, the teacher asked the class whether i was lying through my teeth the whole time :)haha
Well, alls well that ends well, 'Coz the whole class passed the thing. Hmmmm, I wonder when I should start my preparation for next week's presentation?

Quote of the post:

"Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
                We seek it thus, and take to the sky
                Ripples form on the water's surface
                The wandering soul knows no rest."
                                            -LOVELESS ACT I

Penguins of Madagascar

2009-06-04T22:57:00.000-07:00

VERY funny :)

David Archuleta- Crush Piano Scores

2009-06-04T22:22:00.001-07:00

Have fun learning!! :)

First Post!!!

2009-06-04T07:15:00.000-07:00

Well, first off, i would like to thank some people for helping me set up this blog... namely ZQ, although he still insists on me using wordpress coz its easier. Where's the fun in that? HAHAHAH.
Now that i know how to edit the HTML code for the blog, Ithink it shouldn't be too much of a problem?

Sooo, expect more to come people! (if there are any)

Quote of the post:

"When the war of the beasts brings about the world's end
                   The goddess descends from the sky
                   Wings of light and dark spread afar
                   She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting."
                                                     -Prologue of LOVELESS

ZQ and Yank

2009-05-10T08:28:00.000-07:00

Zack Squats Test

2009-05-07T07:24:00.001-07:00